Do you really care

Staring at the shiny knife
Words running through my head
Wondering if i should take my life
Slit my wrist before going to bed

I'm slowly fading away
Drifting farther than i should
Dying a little more every day
Id tell you why if i could

You talk about me
As if I'm not there
I'm sitting in front of you don't you see
You say you worry you say you care

But when I'm crying
Your not there
Closer to dying
Wondering if you really care....

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