A Collection of Thoughts and Emotions

The Love I feel deep inside
The Love I feel I can not hide
The Love I feel won't go away
The Love I feel might lead me astray
The Love I feel scares me so
The Love I feel won't let me go

Why does this have to be so hard?
Why can't I for once just follow my heart?
Why do I always feel like I am being judged?
Why can't I just take a leap, my conscience hushed?
Why can't it just be about me and you?
Why does everyone else have to be involved to?

For once I want to take a chance
For once with you I want to dance
For once I don't want to worry
For once I don't want to be in a hurry
For once I want to feel
Something that might be very real

All I need is my dreams to come true
All I need is to be with you
All I need is written in the stars above
All I need is to feel your love
All I need is to be in your arms
Where I'll always be safe from harm

Maybe by chance things will work out
Or maybe cruel fate will keep us apart
Maybe destiny will allow us to be
Or maybe irony will take you from me
Maybe by faith together we'll stay
Or maybe things can never be that way

These questions running through my mind
These questions refuse to be left behind
These questions haunt me night and day
These questions from my thoughts won't stray
These questions never seem to cease
They're starting to feel like a disease

Please! I just need a break.
From all this pain and heartache
I don't know how much more I can stand
Before the tears seep through my hands
My head is spinning
The world is tilting
I mean, who would have ever guessed
All this was caused with out even a kiss.

*I would really like to know what you think so please leave any comments.