Oh hun this was such a sad story but i could kinda relate in some ways - your rhymes were perfect to match with your excellent expression of such deep and confused feelings - i think you owe it to yourself and each other to give it a go - as much as your family cares and thinks they know what is best - you need to follow your heart and you'll die with regret of never knowing if you never try - just think about that...anyways i wish you all the best regardless babes =Eirisa= xoxo