Sometimes!

Sometimes I feel all alone
when I'm out on my own.
Sometimes I feel left behind
which makes me go out of my mind.
Sometimes I cry when no one is around
hopeing no one will hear a sound.
Sometimes I wish I was someone else
because I really hate myself.
Sometimes when I want to cry
I force my tears in and look up high.
Sometimes I try to be strong
but I'm not so I guess I'm wrong.
Sometimes I wish I could get one hug
and get told that everything will be alright.
Sometimes I wish I could just get noticed
that I stand in the dark instead of light.
Sometimes I wish I knew the right things to say
because I end up saying something stupid and I end up having to pay.
Sometimes I wish I would never wake up
because no one would mess me anyways!
Sometimes I wish I could change the past
and make everyone in a good mood and happy at last.
Sometimes I wish I could turn a frown upside down
but I am worthless and I don't matter anyhow.
Sometimes I feel pushed to the side
so I just force my feelings to always hide.
Sometimes I wish someone would notice when I just want to cry
because I just want one hug
and someone to tell me that everything is ok and I don't need to give up on my life.
Sometimes I wonder if my life is even real
because pain is all I feel
my heart has been smashed over and over since I was 5
and I still am asking God to why.
Sometimes I tell God I wish he would take me away
but I know in my heart that it won't happen today.
Sometimes I wish I could just walk out of my shoes
it would be so much easier then feeling the unhappy blues!

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