Drown Me In My Pain

All I want to do
is understand you
because without you I am nothing
I just wish you loved me too

you never loved me
you didn't care
I don't want to spend my life
wishing you were there

So lost and alone
I don't know anything anymore
your shutting me out
and slamming the door

Please don't leave me all alone
just listen to what I need to say
thats all I ask
then I'll go away

What happened to what we had
I miss you so much
your sweet kisses
your soft touch

I guess I know the answer
to why you want this to end
you just used me I guess
and you're my brother's best friend

Sitting here by myself in my room
I have no tears left to cry
no love left to live for
I just want to die

I have on last thing to say
why couldn't you just listen
now I'm sitting here
still just wishin'

Now I'll tell you what to do
just leave me in the rain
just drown me in my pain
before I go insane over losing you

At least when you do that
I won't die all alone
you'll be there just watching me fall
you were doing that, through it all