My tears

Here
These tears were saved for you
Put them in a glass bottle
Remind you of the times you made me cry
The times you fu**ed me over
And left me there for dead
Inconsiderate, not a care for my feelings
I was right there and you had no care.
Couldn't ask what was wrong?
Couldn't leave him alone?
As I walk myself home
I dare myself to test the skills of the cars passing by
The blade of the knife I carry
And how deep the river lies
Don't say I'm too serious
Or that I would be too hurt
You and so many others made me this way
Doesn't anyone understand that your feelings change other's?
A silhouette of you is fading, changing, beating
Me down with every thought of the past
Left me scared to make new friends
To test how long to a girl uses me
Turns on me
And moves on like I'm just another guy
Prey for you to feed on
Are you happy now?
My life is dead and my mind is shot
Empty
No feelings for anyone
Traumatized