Room for one

I never know what to feel anymore
Is it that I just can't let you go?
Even when I try to hate you I fail
You always come back
And seem to make everything better
Make life just a little brighter
You make it worth living
I hate, I yell, I cry, I smile, and I feel loved
All in the same conversation
So many mixed feelings
So many fu**ed emotions
But through it all I stay confident
Knowing you're still there
You're still my friend and you always will be
Until the end and I'm sorry it took so long for me to see
This is going to change
No more pain, no more crying
No more endless nights of the haunting nightmares of reality
The dark star over the boards of my roof have fallen
The ghost of my past has left my mind vacant
And now there's only enough room for one. . .