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by Cara Oct 15, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I GUESS HE DOESN'T LOVE ME LIKE I THOUGHT HE DID WHY DO BAD THINGS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN I WANT TO CUT MYSELF FROM MY ELBOW TO MY WRIST AND BLEED TO DEATH MY HEART JUST GOT BROKEN ALL OVER AGAIN ALL THE PIECES ARE LOST THEY WERE BLOWN AWAY BY THE WIND! JUST BECAUSE THE SUN COMES UP IN THE MORNING AND GOS DOWN AT NIGHT IT DOESN'T MEAN I WILL EVER HAVE THAT SHINE BACK IN MY EYES I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AND NOW I HAVE ONE MORE REASON TO CRY I NEVER THOUGHT THAT HE WOULD BREAK THE PROMISE HE MADE TO ME NOW I DON'T THINK ANYBODY LOVES ME I GUESS HE DOESN'T LOVE ME LIKE I THOUGHT HE DID IT WAS ALL A LIE TO GET ME TO TRUST HIM!!! I WILL NEVER TRUST ANOTHER GUY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE HE HAS SHATTERED MY DREAMS AND LEFT ME GRIEVING I THOUGHT THAT HE WAS JUST RIGHT FOR ME WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE WRONG? WHY CANT I EVER BE RIGHT? WHY DO BAD THINGS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME WHY CANT GOD LET ME BE HAPPY AGAIN?? HIS HE NOT READY FOR ME TO LOVE AGAIN? I TRULY THOUGHT HE LOVED ME BUT SHE WILL ALWAYS STAND IN MY WAY THATS WHAT HURTS THE MOST THAT HE'LL NEVER BREAK UP WITH HER I GUESS ILL HAVE TO GO OWN WITHOUT HIM IN MY LIFE HE BROKE THE PROMISE HE MADE ME AND TORE MY HEART APART!!