As i close my eyes...

What will tomorrow bring?
Probably the same as always nothing.
From there i can feel the world change.
And i can feel my life rearrange.
As i close my eyes.
I can feel the last second as it dies.
My legs start to shake.
The ground starts to quake.
My conscience starts to break.
My last breath i start to take.
I feel my world going down.
And my sanity hits the ground.
As it starts to spin around.
Call it insanity.
But when i'm in that state i'm free.
The time slips by.
And i don't know why.
Here i go again.
back from insanity every now and then.
All my muscles go tense.
My body is held in suspence.
My mind starts to tweak.
I can no longer speak.
It's reached a peak.
I feel so small.
Then i start to free fall.
It starts in the morning.
After that i live my life without warning.
Live for the moment.
i don't want to end it.
but now i have to go back to the world.
Then i am hurled.
in to the all time highs.
I come back to it when i close my eyes...