Me and My life

Living a life where family hates you,
thinking you sleep with everyone you meet.
Making you think your worthless,
and wanting to end everything in your life.

Thinking maybe i should sleep around,
maybe it will catch there attention.
But i dare not do that...
it wouldn't feel right.

And all the scars Ive made,
i no they see them but they just ignore them.
Just like they ignore me,
i feel so worthless sometimes.

It makes me wanna cut more,
wondering what will happen if i am gone.
But then again,no one nos the pain i feel,
not sure i should speak up or lay low.

Then after finding someone you love,
but can never tell a soul,
he could get into so much trouble.
But then i found out i was pregnant.

So what do you do when 16,
and pregnant with an older guys child.
Do you keep it or abort it.

Its hard to decide with everyone fighting,
i don't want them to hate me,
but i wanna do what feels right to me.
I believe thats fair.So i am doing what i want.

I am keeping this baby and I will put up a fight.

*this is a true story,its my story...its not really a poem. but its something...where all my feelings are. SO rate & comment on it pleez* thanx