As I lie awake unable to sleep
I think of all the mistakes I’ve made
As I suddenly begin to weep
I lie focusing on an unknown shadow
Forgetting everything logical I use to know
Believing its something death-like,
Beginning to give me un-expected frights
I slowly think how pleasant it actually is
Creeping across my wall, combined with my child-hood imagination,
Something I often miss
As well as the darkness consuming its real form
Peace takes over my body, and a feeling of being less torn
I lie awake remembering all of what you said
Remembering all the lies, by you, I was being fed
Memories are coming back of a happy, innocent child
Then living the rest of my life depressed,
Always in denial,
My soul always perishing and crying
My mind always withering and dying
My life full of so much hate
That right now when I fall asleep,
I’ll never again wake
