Inside My Head

Inside my head I am perfect,
And people really care.
I don't fight back tears at the end of the day,
I complain that my folks are unfair.

Inside my mind I have everything,
And everyone loves me too
I don't slit my wrists every night,
I always know what to do.

Inside this shell I am beautiful,
People tell me so,
I don't drink just to ease the pain
I never get that low

Inside my head I am everything
A girl could want to be,
I get up in the morning with a smile on my face
People want to be me

In the real world I'm imperfect,
And no one really cares
I fight back tears at the end of the day,
People die, thats unfair.

In the real world I have nothing,
And no one loves me back
I slit my wrists almost every night
I feel like its time to crack.

In the real world I am ugly,
And people tell me so,
I down vodka shots just to ease the pain,
I alway feel that low.

In the real world I am nothing,
People don't even see,
I get up in the morning with tears on my face.
I don't even want to be me.