Keep Coming Back to Shout at You

Why is this so bloody confusing?
Why do I even care?
Waiting for the phone to ring,
Won't get me anywhere.

I've tried so hard to understand
And harder to forget
But all that fills my brain right now
Is a sense of utter regret.

You make me want to hit stuff,
You make me want to scream.
Do you understand my feelings?
Do you know what I mean?

Why are you so bloody offensive?
When do you ever smile?
I know its shallow, but just one kiss
Would have been worth all the while.

I've tried so hard to hate you,
And harder just to laugh
But even though I got there first
You make me feel like trash

You makes me so frustrated
You always have to diss
Do you understand why I'm mad at you?
Can we not talk, just kiss?

Why are your views so bloody indifferent?
Why am I still here?
I need to leave it all behind
Don't even want you near.

I've tried so hard to leave you,
I left the other day,
But your face just drives me crazy,
I can never stay away.

You make me want to kill you.
You make me want you near,
Do you understand what I mean...?
No don't walk away... GET BACK HERE!