First me and my friend made this up and she gave it to one of her freinds and they made a song out of it so if you have heard it as a song yeah.
nothing feels right today
my life seems as if its gone astray
i don't wanna see tomorrow
my life is full of emptiness and sorrow
i don't wanna feel this pain anymore
so i go to my room and lock the door.
thousands of thoughts race through my mind
i just cant take it this time
as depression slowly sinks in.....
the thoughts grow stronger, of committing this sin
these secrets that i hold inside
are tearing me apart
the suffering, i can no longer hide
this is the end there is no start
it's time to make this pain subside
it will be my beautiful suicide
help me comfort me please
all i want is for my mind to be at ease
i sit and begin to write my good-bye's
a lump forms in my throat, tears gather in my eyes
i scribble down a few more "it's not your fault" and " i love you"
but everything that i thought was real, turned out to be not true
so, i guess this is good-bye, no need to cry, i know you disagree.......
but no worries, soon i will be happy and free......
sincerely yours, me
i take the razor blade firmly in my hand
and begin to do what i had planned
blood begins to spill from my wrists
in a few minutes i will no longer exist
i feel my heart begin to slow, the room becomes dim
i feel the pain released from within
when morning comes it will be to late
little did they know i had so much hate
they'll find my lifeless body, pale and cold
and they'll wonder what i held inside, un told
they'll gather to mourn my death, sit in disbelief and cry
for what reason i did this, they will always wonder why........
they would not understand anyways, even if thy tried
i know i have hurt all of you deeply, that i can't deny.....
but i'm not sorry that i said good-bye.
