Every Time!

Every time I hear his stupid name
I just want to scream in rage
I don't want to be reminded anymore
and when I was going through my stupid stage.

It was about a year ago
that I seen him for the last time
I wanted to forget him so I did
but now he's back on my mind.

I just want to bury my past
and forget the reason why me and him didn't last
he was a waste of my time
and I want him out of my mind.

I don't care where he's at
or even if he lives in a van
because he wasted away his life
focusing on drugs rather then being a man.

First he's into cigarettes
and then on to weed
now you tell me he is doing crack
I tell you his life's a waste and he will never be able to succeed.

I once cared for him a lot
until the day he broke my heart
I was in love with his dumbaZz
thank God we're apart.

He wasted away his life
dropping out of school
he thought he was da' man
but sorry to say, he was just a stupid fool.

He's probably "high" right now
trying to forget what he's worth
because his life is so screwed up
even the day of his birth.

He used to be sweet to me
and treat me like I was worth it
but I don't care for him no more
so why do I have to put up with this sh*t.

Every time I hear his name
my heart drops to the floor
he was my first boyfriend
I was so excitement but now its just a bore.

I don't care who he is
or where the h*ll he is at
I wish people will stop saying it like I still care
cuz I don't, so there.

Err...why do I keep thinking about him
why does he have to be in my head
he made my life so horrible
and it makes me want to be dead.

Sometimes I don't know how to handle it
and I take it out on people who care
but my head keeps on spinning in circles
and it's making my heart ripe and tare.

I just don't like guys sometimes
because they always break your heart
you have your mind set on them
and the next thing you know your apart.

I think I just need the sleep
and let my mind take a rest
because my thoughts are tiring me out
so I wish you the best!

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Thank-You...Jennie