Looking the mirror
My reflection staring back
I see what’s really there
Things that no one else can.
They see a girl, with a perfect life
One with no troubles, where she is always happy
But that’s a lie, that’s all fake,
Cos, truth is, this smile is not real, and I’m always sad
I don’t know how they can think
That nothing in my life is bad
They think there’s nothing wrong, that I have no problems
But they don’t even know the half of it
Cos, what they can’t see is, that my life is hell
I’m cold and empty, I don’t feel love
Inside I am depressed
One thing that makes me happy,
I’m scared will make me lose my friends
Cos, whenever I am hurt, sad or depressed
I get out a razor or a sharp knife
I hack at my wrists
And after I end up feeling alright.
Sometimes I don’t even know why I do it
Other times, I wish I could do more
For, what my friends can not see is:
That all around me, my life starting to crumble
Everything is breaking down
I don’t know how much longer I can cope
My life is stuffed and shit
I have problems at school, with friends and at home
Even with the guy I like,
See everything’s going to hell,
So badly do I want to escape.
So don’t be fooled like my friends
By an appearance, for an always happy face
Could be an illusion
Putting up a fake face.
