Feeling alone is a normal feeling for me,
people always think I'm okay,
i cant feel free,
and feel what others say,
i cant seem to fit no matter what i do,
i cant seem to live a normal life,
i cant seem me to forgive you,
for all the shit in my life,
do people look at me and notice?
to they even want to know,
can i make the right choice,
do i make things show,
do people even realize I'm not like my old self,
i can hide my feelings so clear,
i look and see everyone else,
i feel like crying a million tears,
i love my family but they put me down,
only the average of people hate me,
but everyone still puts me down,
i can only wait to be the person i want to be,
i don't want to wait,
i don't want to be them,
i don't want to hate,
i have to wait till it mends,
