Battle Of thoughts!!!

So many times,i feel like holding onto you tight,
but even in my dreams i feel it is not right,
i know your heart doesn't belong to me anymore,still
everyday my love for you increases like never before

Every time i hold your photo in front of my eyes,
A tear slowly walks through my face and dies,
You failed to hold onto my heart but not the tear,
b'coz they fall on ur photo that i was holding near.

Every second without you is like living in hell,
U have turned deaf to my words,so i can't even tell,
My eyes may not be able to see you any more,but
my heart sees you as the only girl to always adore.

I can't let any other girl to come and take your place,
as there are so many memories of you that i can't erase,
With this pain i would rather prefer happily to die,
than loving some other girl and telling her a lie.

My eyes lets tears,but the hands refuse to wipe them away,
the door is closed but my heart wants u to come in and stay,
the strength is lost but there still goes a prayer in your name,
the legs are tied but they still go in the direction you came.

My mind tells me to let you go but my heart says no,
like a pendulum they both are swinging to and fro,
amid all these confusion,i'm the one seem to get caught,
Is there a way to escape from these "Battle Of Thoughts!!!"