I loved and longed for years, two
Always wanted to be with Lu
And did not have a clue
That she liked me too.
We tried it out, as a summer fling,
A simple hook up, usually not meaning a thing.
Just a kiss, a hug and little more,
Then I went home and thought her more than before.
She could not forget the time together
And then we decided whether
She should give it a try,
See if we’d click, by and by.
We were separated two long weeks,
I in another state, with naught but fields and creeks,
And we talked for four hours each night,
Making each dangerous day bright.
She realized she loved me one of those days,
Realized what we had could not be a phase.
When I came back it was amazing,
Although summer ended, no more lazing.
We smiled at each other, we could not help it
We admired each other, and died from the charm
In each others presence, everything always fit.
We felt protected, from stress, and from hurt and harm
We always held hands, and never wanted to be apart
She told me her fear of losing me, from the start
We wanted to find a way to be together forever
And doubted that things like college could stop us; Never!
Whenever we were together it was like being a bird
In the sky
So high
So glad
Gliding and soaring
Not a care in mind
We spent so much time together at first
And it started to fade, we felt it happen
But I thought that something so good could not get any worse.
I wrote her letters, poems and lyrics
Asking for more time
She felt it fade, and never told me
She held onto it, and gave it time
I was completely unaware that there was a limit
Before she would have us split.
She was alone one weekend,
Then came back and decided
It was time to only be a friend.
She said that she would not lie
to herself, and try to hold on
to something that is now gone
Its time to move on…
There once was a time where the love was strong,
but
Its time to move on…
Everyday I still see her, and long to be again,
but
Its time to restrain…
Like before, I love and adore,
I daydream all day, and wish for her
Like a lover without the courage to tell.
But I’ve told, and I’ve loved, and lost it all.
It feels like I’ve taken a helluva fall,
And that I will not be able to rise
That the end will be my demise
Happy when I see her, because she glows,
And sad when I leave, because I knows
That now it has already happened
so now I cant ask her out, or be two
Like you can when a love is new.
Feelings I have, I have to suppress
Its time to progress…
I have to know that the time I had is gone
That its time to move on.
I see her everyday, I know all her friends.
I am part of her club, and share her hobbies
I cant stop thinking of what I had,
What I cant have again…
Before I was with her I always said
â€You are so prettyâ€, “You have gorgeous eyesâ€
Now I cannot. I guess we do not belong…
Its time to move on...
I keep saying it, but can I believe it?
Can I leave her without having a fit?
I cant but help think there is a chance
for us to continue our romance
So I stick with it, come along
Never able to stray, Clinging on
To this once-real love
It was perfect, it fit like a glove,
I stay around hoping it will come back
I sit at a table
With her and her friends
We talk, under the new label
We are broken up, no amends.
They friends start to depart
And were found alone
We looked at each other
And it did not end
I smiled, and could not stop
She grinned and could not finish
In the moment I’m happy with her
So feel I cant ignore us, no sir.
I think there will be an us yet
That I will just have to let
time take its course
And not to live in remorse
Maybe we will be an us once more
I think that, so I cannot close the door
Part of me knows I should shut it
But part of me feels our flame is still lit.
Its time to move on
The show must go on
Its time to progress
Its time to forget this mess.
Its time for forward movement,
Time to make an improvement.
Forget the love of my life
Keep away the knife
Realize that the love is dead
Forget the images of her in my head
Forget the glances
Forget the dances
Forget her smile
Know the time was worthwhile
Forget the unique amazing feeling
It is time to start the healing
