My heart skips a beat each time we speak
and crumbles to the floor at every goodbye
but how can i describe my feelings for you
when i dont even know them myself
each morning you're there in my thoughts
and each night you torment my sleep
but friends is all we are, all we have become
not by my choice but by your hand
but the worse pain was having to realize
i deserve every moment of my loneliness
i have created my own grave
and now i am being put to sleep
with every breath i take
and with every thought i form
i am reminded of what it means to hurt
and be hurt in return
