His Suicide

(Its sad, but Its also about love. I know its long, but I think that there is a strong love message within this poem, so I thought I would put it in the love poems section. Thanks)

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Last night at Homecoming
We danced the night away,
You held me in your arms
Your smile curved in a cute way.

We left around midnight
You were so loving to me,
You brought me to your house
Which was where I wanted to be.

I waited in the living room
As you went to change your clothes,
I loved being with you every day
I'm so glad I was the one you chose.

Suddenly, I heard a loud "BANG!"
A gunshot from the bathroom,
I whipped open the door
There you lay, lifeless in the hands of doom.

Blood streamed from your head
Your eyes open so wide,
The shotgun placed in your hands
A personalized note by your side.

Tears flushed from my eyes
As I read this love shattered note,
I called 911 quickly
But I kept reading what you wrote.

"Dear my baby girl,
I'm sorry you never knew,
I've been planning this for months
But I didn't know how to tell you.

"You've kept me from the pain
For quite a long while,
But I just cant live anymore
My life shouldn't even be on file.

"I don't want you thinking its your fault
Because its only mine,
I love you, and I hate letting you go
But I need to, I need to draw the line.

"I hope you can forgive my action
But please, don't forget me,
I wanted Homecoming to be our last great time together
Before I set myself free.

"I hate leaving you this way,
But I needed to do this,
Please, don't be sad or scared
I just wanted to have total bliss.

In my last hours of life
I needed to be with you,
I needed to see you one last time
And my love for you will always be true."

Love,
Your Boy

His parents showed up
After my frightening call,
They asked what happened
I said, "Suicide", then began to bawl.

The ambulance finally came
And took his lifeless body away,
The love I had for him was still strong
And now, I need to respect our last day.

I will miss him forever
But I know he's watching me from above,
He will forever be in my loving heart
I will never underestimate the power of our love.