Wanting to be skinny

You just don't understand
i just want you to care
i cant let you see me like this
that i couldn't bare
you see i have a problem
its worse then what i thought
its not something you would want me to do
its something ill do until i get caught
you see i worry about my weight
so you will like me
i don't eat dessert
scared it will harm me
when i run i think of what I'm gaining
my body is loosing weight
but then i think of what i ate
and its all to late
i look at the mirror
staring at my figure
criticizing my little fat
i need you to be my savior
god i have to stop obsessing
i have lost all my control
i have got to find a happy ending
got to help my soul
i get hungry
but i don't eat a thing
Ive already had all my meals
no more room left for anything
see i do this for you
so you will like what you see
because when i see you next
i want you to not be able to be with out me!

this is for this guy that i met that is popular but I'm not so could you please vote and comment! it means a lot to me!