Why did You Play Your Game?

Crimson tears pour over me
The darkness raining a shadow
The fire burning my skin
The blood pouring through I show
The pain swallowing me whole
As I relive the memory
I can not control
The pain you brought me

As I watch your cruel face
And you laugh
At what you did to me
But my pain you can not see
Because now I am dead
No thanks to you
One bullet to the head
So now I hate you too

We were best friends
Some time ago
The best you could ever get
The best friend I ever met
Separated we were
Different schools
I thought I knew her
But I was your tool

You hated me
For all I was worth
You never liked me
Why didn’t I see?
So then I was told
The never expected news
That we were never friends
You could never be in my shoes
Because then it ends

I cut my wrists
I made them bleed
For all the pain
That I didn’t need
I reached for the gun
It shook through me
I was on the run
From what you could see

I took it to my head
And pulled the trigger
I stumbled to the ground
In a pool of blooded red
There I did die
For what you did to me
And now I think and wonder why?
Why did you make me die…..?