Apologies Of My Own

In reply to your “Apologies,”
I question why you do,
But I'll accept it as a favor,
Because I know you want me to.

Although I may be hurting now,
I know someday I’ll see,
I did not suffer pain in vain,
Good came from “You and Me.”

You taught me much about myself,
From bad and good we learn,
I can only hope I've taught you too,
Just as a debt in return.

Despite your gentle words of sorrow,
I can’t accept yours alone,
For I had aided in the wrong,
And have apologies of my own.

How did you lie when you said I was yours,
When I felt I was yours inside?
And felt in spite of everything,
You were mine; I'm sorry if I lied.

I'm sorry for the way I felt,
It was best to stay away,
But I somehow couldn’t help myself,
And now's my chance to say,
I still feel, those things I felt, your smile will still make me melt.

But I'm still here for you, through thick and thin,
Regardless of feelings and memories within.
I'll always trust and hope it's returned,
Begin to move on without regret,
And leave you with my one last thought:
That you're someone I'll never forget.

xXx

**For My Baby**