Ill give you one chance
thats all i can spare
another big let down
is all i can bear
Ive moved on from blood
it doesn't do it for me
Ive given up on myself
Ive give up on happy
the wings of an angel
could not take me away
I'm so heavy from mourning
and stressing this way
the black on my eyes, now matches my soul
the uncomfortable feeling, of being so cold
judging my every choice, sure gets real old
with my missing angel, i fear ill never be whole
i ache when i move
i ache when i speak
it hurts to love you
my heart is too weak
come back to me angel
so you can give me reason
i know that you love me
I'm so sick of you leaving
behind you : I'm stuck
shadowed by your demons
I'm shadowed by your troubles
and easily forgotten
as you leave : i stay behind
do you still keep me alive in your mind?
i wanted to be, a light inside your heart
i was hoping id forever cover up your dark
now, come to realize
I'm not enough
i don't have the strength
to smile and be tough
i wanted to a sparkle in your eyes
i wanted to be the truth in your lies
your world, so demonic, so sad and depressing
a manic style of living life with just guessing
I'm no truth, sparkle or savior Ive found
emotional abuse, you picked me from the ground
you bandaged my blood and painted my hell
for a second in time i felt so well
you've become the angel i wanted to be
in so many ways, my angel-you've saved me
so how did you leave me, here in this place
Here with these people, Ive become a disgrace
i cant function with out you
and tell me why you left...
you ALWAYS said you'd be here for me
was that something that you meant?
I'm here alone on my floor
intaking a pain, i cant stand anymore
sweet heart, you kept me alive for this long
i don't think i can do it as long as your gone
SNIP, SLIT, TIGHTER, I'm up above
enduring a pain, Ive come to love...
Sama, why'd you leave me...i hope you see me again...this is truth, and the pain in my soul
