I don't know why I always have to feel pain
I don't know why over me it always happens to rain
Was happiness not meant for me?
Is hurting the way it's suppose to be?
It's like when something seems to be going right
Something always come to dim my light
Every time a smile is on my face
Something happens to make it erase
Am i suppose to be a sad and depressed girl
i used to love living in this world
I used to have a reason to wake up each day
But all those feelings just slipped away
Because happiness only lasts for so long
Pretty soon it's dried up and gone
I really like him so very much
I wish just once i could feel his touch
One whisper softly in my ear
Telling me why its me he wants to be near
But like i said its all wishes and dreams
And in this story everything is how it seems
This time there is no happy ending
This time there is a heart that still needs mending
But the one I love does not love me
And the one's I care for and the one's I need
Have all turned there backs on me
So now its me alone
Left to deal with this pain on my own
Most of this pain is caused by my best friend
Funny how ironic it is in the end
But why dwell on what could have been
And who cares what might have happened then
I don't car, whatever
Yes, maybe things could have been better
But i have dealt with things by myself before
And it looks like i must do it once more
**This is about a guy i really like but my best friend is trying to get with him and it really sucks. Please vote and comment, it really means a lot**
