She sits inside and watches the rain.
She\'s the only one that can ease my pain.
She walks in the dark.
She\'s the only person that can put my world in park.
She holds me at long into the night.
I wish i could have been there when you cried.
Now she sits alone at night.
But i wish i was at your side.
I\'m sorry i caused you so much pain.
But being without you is driving me insane.
I need so much Salvation.
It\'s alot bigger then your imagination.
Here i stand at a bridge.
Almost as bad as standing on a ridge.
I have 30 mins to live.
I wish you had more time to give.
There you were not talken to me.
But it was plain as day to see.
That you didn\'t want me there.
That showed me how much you really did care.
I finish my ciggerette.
And slowly you start to forget.
That i\'m not there.
i left and you don\'t know where.
I went to.
But if you remember..i told you.
Right before i left.
You forgot maybe that\'s for the best.
5 minutes and i\'m ready to go.
And i want to tell you bye before i go.
I\'m ready to jump and i better do it so nobody knows.
Then you show up in your bed clothes.
Tell me to get in the van and your in tears.
I just tapped into your worst fears.
You were scared for me.
But i find that hard to believe.
The river was calling my name.
And i was ready to play it\'s game.
If i would have died because of something we couldn\'t do.
There would be only you...
