Broken Beliefs

by Aymon F   Oct 19, 2004


*I am feeling like I can love again,
but then I am revolted at myself for being able to forget one held so dearly, so quickly.
I’m tied in chains by what I feel and what I think I should feel bad about feeling. I don’t know if that makes sense to anyone…*

And the problem in my heart instills
Because I still get happy chills
When we are together
I regret the loss, and I feel I will be sad forever
I have broken beleifs,
mixed thoughts.

One thinks I can progress
And the other thinks a life without her will be one in eternal loneliness
One thinks I will be fine,
And the other thinks she alone is divine
One thinks I can leave
And the other thinks this love I need retrieve
One thinks I’ll survive
And the other thinks I can’t stay alive.

The latter thought will always prevail
Moving on will forever fail
That in life without her, I’ll stay emotionally frail
That I alone will live this tale.

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  • 20 years ago

    by LonnieRashidLynn

    "i might not know your blessings"
    well aymon is decent at ddr, got into g-mail, can say the first 4 words of the constitution by memory (ALL of them by reading!), programmed a "hump the terrorists" game, wrote 70% of his brother's page (but shh! its a secret), can steal water bottles by putting them down his pants, and, finally, has been "scared sh tless" and "demeaned" by me. And God knows not everyone gets that honor.

    ...its funny cause you think im kidding....

  • 20 years ago

    by Natalie84

    You left a comment on my poem and I came to your poems only to find out I had already read one of them. It was weird. Any how, thanks for leaving a comment for me. I enjoyed ALL of your poems, especially Everyone, How Can, and Stuck. They were really good. Nice work! I will be looking for more.

  • 20 years ago

    by Lexi Lou

    amazing poem! i can feel your emotion but stand tall! you are blessed and remember that, and i might not know your blessings i do know you are blessed at writing poetry! keep in touch!
    lexi lou

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