Why I hate myself so much is,
Because of one of your mistakes.
You tried to commit suicide,
But before you went to the kitchen,
to get the aspirin bottle.
You entered my room and said,
That you loved me and you were sorry,
And all I said was I loved you too.
I could of stopped you,
If only I had woken up,
I could of stopped you from your,
Biggest mistake!
Early that day when we had a,
"Family talk",
You said that I,
I meant everything to you,
And you never hurt me,
What you didn't think committing suicide,
Would hurt?
It still hurts me,
Every time I look at you or speak to you,
That day runs through my mind,
So every night I cry myself to sleep,
Because I blame myself for your mistake!
This is why I hate myself so much!
