I thought I had moved on

I have a new boyfriend
who treated me opposite of you
HE is so sweet to me unlike you
He is not ashamed of my like i felt you sometimes were
Then I saw you today at the fair
You came over and talked to me just as natural as can be
Then you won me a bat by throwing a ball
We rode side by side in a ride
And when it was over we said again
You explained to me why you broke up with me
You told me about your father and what he had said
It made me feel bad for saying what I did
Just to make everyone including me think that i was over you
No matter what happened in my life
Part of me will always love you
Because you were my 1st love
But i don't know if I should go back with you or stay with him
I love him so much he means the world to me
But part of me still isn't over you
Now I'm contemplating whether to tell him how i feel or just ignore all these confusing feelings and act as if nothings wrong
Why did you have to come back into my life
Especially now that I'm with him
You know how much i love him
You can tell just by watching us
What are you trying to do
Whats your plan
Should I stay away from you
Or give you another chance