Two Bestfriends

~~i don't know what category to put this in, but since it has to do with my best friends i figured id put it in here~~~

so many emotions run through your mind.
wondering if u took your own life would god still be kind.
you think about how many people would come to your wake
or if one person would shed a tear for your sake.
with your friends in mind you wonder who'd be the first.
that'd drop to their knees cause of this death that was coerce.
so you think a little harder why don't i just do it.
slash my wrist quit be through with it.
...because i cant , i realize there are people that do care.
my two best friends who have always been there.
whenever i need to talk they'll lend me an ear
or a shoulder or two when i need to drop a tear.
so i put down the blade which is now kinda sticky.
and pick up the phone cause i need to have a talk with heather or Nikki.

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