With tinted eyes, they call me blind
under my mask disgusted by what they find
their eyes turn red and blood gets thin
they don't understand just what they did
the silver streams of screams and cries
i make them cry with lullaby's
of pretty demons and fire and blood all around
i make them sigh with relief when i start to slow down
but then i speed up again so they know who i am
so they know not to trust me and just where i stand
they don't think i make sense, so i sit and i cry
i stare at their face as they pray that they die
cause there their with me all alone and unarmed
they don't have the Dr.s to cause any further harm
no more pills for ME, its time to pay them back
they truly messed me up and got my life off track
they don't understand me and why i like hell
its so emotional and indulging and done up so well
all the red and the tears you can see all the sin
you can open your legs and let maggots flood in
you can be hurtful and nice and you'll still receive pain
then your twisted and smile, your never the same
so, with this my dears, DO YOU GET ME YET???
Ive waited so long and for this i regret
Ive wasted so much life and love i don't want
but you told me it'd get better so i gave it a shot
but I'm still here on pills and i still feel like sh!t
the sound of your voice is just making me sick
inside of my heart, a place you'll NEVER SEE
the gold river runs deep and angels fly free
but now that i have you here in this black room
I'm gonna sit here wide eyed, and ill just stare at you
look hard in my soul, look long and please breathe
don't loose your mind when you see the real me
you'll see I'm not blind and my colors are deep
this is a passion that ill always keep
my tinted eyes, are bright as it gets
remember this my sweet piece of sh!t
this is for all the ignorant Mommy's and daddy's who rape and beat their children and then call them crazy feed them medicine, put them in the foot center and then say you'll always be there, this is for you...be careful when you look into your children's eyes of what you'll see...you might get sick
