Loneliness!

What is this feeling deep down in my soul?
It is not the pain of a child, the tears of a girl.
I feel this yearning so deep inside of me.
This longing, this hunger, what can it be?
My heart cries for more, for a long while.
But I put on a brave face, and a fake smile.
This need to love and be loved is so painful and strong.
Why do I deserve this? What did I do wrong?
My biggest fear is not bad health or death...
My biggest fear is that of loneliness...