My Fields of Grey

Theres a place where I go
Where I feel free
No ones there
No one ever bothers me

I sit in the fields
The weather cold and the clouds so white
I look up to the sky and ask WHY GOD?! WHY?!

Was I meant to live this way
With pain, hate, in misery
All this I feel everyday
I don't think It'll ever go away

If it ever does theres someone who cares
Who's there
I just haven't found that person yet
I hope they come soon I bet

Everyone has a place where they feel free just for one moment
And that place for me is in the fields of grey
I sit there to cry and fade away

I hide away where no one goes
Where no one will ever know
Will this ever change?
This life I live alone

No one can help
All I can do is yelp my cries
The things I say no one hears
When I pass by I'm invisible

Uncontrollable tears from all the pain
It hurts, I bleed
These crying roses haunt me
But in the fields of grey they fly away

I'll stay in the fields of grey until my time is over
Unless someone comes for me
Takes me away
So I don't have to through this painful life every single day