Dream

You were created in my dreams
Through no inspiration of boy nor man
How can one be obsessed?
So consumed with feelings
For something that isn't even real
So perfect, so genuine, and mine alone to enjoy
I concocted you in my sleep
It was perfect, you were so perfect
One of the best moments in my life
And yet it all came crashing down as I awoke from sleep
Awakened by my cats meow
I know he's not real, but he still manages to squeeze inside my head
And take control
I"m slowly loosing it wanting him more and more knowing I can't have him
No not because he doesn't like me
No not because I'm shy
But because outside my mind he's never there