I don't understand it
when it comes to showing emotions i can't hack it..
unless it's anger then i can relate.
even better then anger is that emotion called hate.
though when i have to fake being happy i get it.
but if I'm upset i learn to deal with it.
cause god forbid my friends find out.
about who i am and what I'm really about.
i can't show that I'm mad not even for a minute.
cause then they'd all get pissed and never forget it.
the time i got mad and ruined their day.
so i just nod and smile when asked " are you okay"
