What has this world come too,
if I must live it without you?
I have no one to call kin or friend,
I see only loneliness in the end.
I stubble through everyday in a haze,
looking for a way out of this hellish maze.
I cry out but can't hear your voice,
I don't know where to go or what is my choice.
My fingers ache to the surrender of your touch,
and my body quivers for it is too much.
I want to call an end to this maddening life,
For without you I have not the straight for this strife.
My body coils at the thought of you not being near,
and my mind trembles from my greatest fear.
For you have gone to a better place,
and I living without you a world I must face.
In my arms you will forever be,
even though your spirit is set free.
After every long burnt out day,
I know in my dreams you will stay.
I wish never to wake or see the sun,
in the end I know what must be done.
I will see no end to this hell with out you,
so my love I swear I will be true.
For no women will ever take your place,
for none will ever have your beauty and grace.
I swear this by what ever is higher then me,
I will anguish here until you have come to get me.