I cant handle life.
I cant do anything right.
I just want to die.
So everything is alright.
I just want to bleed.
Till there is no more of me.
I just want to know.
How everything will go.
I just want someone to explain.
Why I am in so much pain.
I just want to see.
A happier version of me.
I just want to go.
Where nobody will know.
That I am a failure and there is no use for me.
Then I will finally be free.
From the pain in my heart and in my head.
I will no longer want to be dead.
When I am accepted for what I am.
When I no longer have to scam.
When I no longer have to lie.
About everything going on inside.
When everything is clear.
I wont have anymore fear.
