Insanity

A knock at the door
But I know who's there
It's coming to get me
It just isn't fair

It's waiting so close
But I won't let it in
I'm making it angry
I can feel it within

My heart pounds so hard
And my thoughts run so fast
It's creeping inside me
How long will this last?

This burning I feel
It's taking me over
It rips me apart
In my soul it will hover

I scream and I cry
But nobody cares
My head just keeps pounding
I'm in demon's lairs

This thing that I fear
I cannot prevent it
I knew it was coming
And I welcomed it

Fear is the beauty
That makes it keep going
It feeds on it heavily
It knows what it's doing

I know that I want it
I wish that I don't
I want to suppress it
But know that I won't

I finally give in
And it takes control of my mind
I'm no longer in there
You can look but won't find

I think that I like it
I knew all along
I wouldn't admit it
It's supposed to be wrong

But I let it in
And now can't get away
But in my true thoughts
I think I like it that way

What could have caused
This turn on humanity?
I liked it, I wanted it,
It's called insanity

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