Never knowing how you feel now,
it almost comes as shock.
i assumed I'd always have you,as love thats never lost.
so i went and was untrue to you.
then,i went and made it worse.
i never thought of how I'd miss you.
and now my broken hearts a curse.
a curse that made me hurt myself,almost more than i hurt you.
by thinking of my dead mistakes,thing i thought I'd never do.
especially to one i loved,and still love as much ,as i love you.
now your better off without me.
i hope you know that too.
but still,i want to be with you.
to heal my own mistake.
to make a bond that will hold true.
and that my foolish mind wont break.
so i guess it's up to you know.
to heal your life or heal my heart.
but i know i have to get over you ,over the things i ripped apart.
i have to learn to not wait till things are over,
To see how much I care.
Through my sadness ,I’ll still have my dreams,and at least I’ll see you there.
