I hate these feelings
I feel rejected
I've never felt that way before
I feel alone,abandoned
unloved,
it feels like you just string me along like a puppy
you say you like me, allot.
But if that where really true,
then wouldn't you have asked me out?
I hate this,not knowing your next more
not knowing whether or not
your going to say hi to me in the halls
not knowing if your going to hold my hand,
not knowing if your going to acknowledge that I'm alive
this isn't fair
why can't I know the future?
why can't I know what your gonna do next?
why can't you just tell me whats going to happen next?
why can't you tell me what your thinking?
i hate these feelings,
feelings of not knowing what your going to do next
what your going to say next
why can't i just know if you REALLY like me?
