There is something I need to tell you,
but I don't know how to begin.
There is something that I should do,
but I don't want us to end.
I don't want you to feel sorry for me, I just need you to hear.
Because you can't understand how he burns in my head,
and that I live in so much fear.
I don't know what to feel, I can't figure what to say,
That MAN ripped my mind, body, and soul,
and watched me quickly fade.
I don't think you can comprehend,
My mind and heart I wish you to mend.
So this is what I'm telling,
My lie to you I'm sick of selling...
I didn't cry, cheat, or steal,
My love for you I'll always feel.
I'm sorry to say you can't be my first,
I have been burdened by his evil curse.
I can still hear his grunts and groans,
I am haunted by his devilish moans.
I don't want my truth to hurt you,
Well, what can I do?
So this is all that they say...
it's ok, girls get raped everyday.
As I tell you MY truth your face looks so cold,
So do I fill the depressed teenage mold?
I look at you and you give me hope,
That one day I will finally cope.
You make me shine,
To know that I am worth your time.
Please tell me if I am wrong,
I pray to God,
That I'll be right all along.
