Many Years Spent Wondering

Ive Spent So Many Years
Trying So Hard To Figure Out
How The World Works
And What Its All About

Ive Tried To Comprehend
Exactly What Love Means
And Why So Many People
Give Up All Their Dreams

I Even Thought About
Why Some People Are Worse
Yet Others Have More
Does It Exist Such A Curse

Ive Thought About God
Wondering If Hes Real
And If He Does Exist
Does He Really Feel

Ive Pondered About Life
And Why It Seems Unfair
Why Is It So Tough Sometimes
Does Anyone Really Care

I Thought About Heartbreak
And How It Happens So Much
why Are We All So Dependant
On Someone Else's Touch

I Even Thought About Why I Write
The One Thing That Keeps My Alive
Is It Possible To Live For A Pen And Paper
And That Words Can Help You Survive

I Wonder Are We The Only Ones
That Are Real In This Existence
And Will You Get What You Want
Through Hard Work And Persistence

I Couldn't Work Out Why Bad Things Happen
So I Wondered A Little More
I Wondered Do Things Get Better In Time
And Why Life Is Such A Chore

I Wondered Why Good People Die
And Bad People Get To Live
And Why Others Receive Way To Much
And Why Some People Always Give

I Wondered Why Santa Isn't Real
And Why The Tooth Fairy Isn't True
Why A Rabbit Would Deliver Chicken Eggs
Haven't You Ever Wondered That Too

I Wondered About The World
And Why I Seem To Stand Alone
I Wondered If I Was A Bad Person
And Lonely I Will Forever Rome

I Wondered If I Had A Past Life Somewhere
And If In it I Did Some Wrong
Maybe Thats Why Bad Things Happen To Me
And Why I Never Really Belong

I Wondered Why I Write So Many Poems
About Things No-One Wants To Read
I Wondered Why To Grow A Flower
You First Have To Bury A Seed

I Wondered If A Took All These Thoughts
And Put Them Into A Prare
That Maybe Just Maybe Oneida
Id Belong Somewhere....