The Final Dive

As I sit here in the pouring rain,
I wonder why I feel such intense pain,
through it all I think I've gone insane,
it always seems like it's racking my brain,
there is nothing left for me to lose,
there is only one option left for me to choose,
starting down the barrel of this .45,
it's time for me to take the final dive,

I just want to end it all,
I want to take the final fall,
there is no strength left in me to crawl,
as you see my blood stain on the wall,

As I sit here in the pouring rain,
I wonder why I feel such intense pain,
through it all I think I've gone insane,
it always seems like it's racking my brain,
there is nothing left for me to lose,
there is only one option left for me to choose,
starting down the barrel of this .45,
it's time for me to take the final dive,

I really didn't want you to know,
I didn't want you to watch me go,
as you sit and watch my blood flow,
I hear you screaming no,

As I set there in the pouring rain,
I wondered why I felt such intense pain,
through it all I didn't go insane,
it no longer seems like it's racking my brain,
now there is something for me to lose,
now there is more than one option for me to choose,
no longer starting down the barrel of this .45,
I guess I didn't take the final dive,

starting down the barrel of this .45,
it's time for me to take the final dive,

the final dive...