Through it all (section to chapter 3)

I'd never been so afraid,
Until that day,
When it all changed,
What can I say?

I just can't explain,
How much I take,
Everyday,
So much pain.

And my soul,
Is slowly slipping,
Into the cold,
Of your heart,
I've always been told,
To sit and listen,
Until I know,
Where to start.

I lasted for so long,
Through all this wrong,
It still goes on,
I'm holding strong.

Just how far have I gone?
What have I done?
I don't belong,
Reasons, just give me one.

My sanity,
Is growing frail,
Just like me,
Destined, to fail,
And if only,
You'd half the tale,
Then you would see,
All the betrayl.