Watch Me

Watch me as I smile at you
With my broken heart
Watch me as my scars heal
Only to be torn apart

Trace my fingertips as they bleed
Onto your innocent skin
Do you see the colour of my blood?
I'm poisoned within

When I tell you that I'm OK
Do you believe me?
When I end up in hospital
Is that the only time that you see?

Touch my heart with your voice
Make me believe I still have a choice
Touch my soul, don't ever leave
For you have made me believe

That maybe If I stay here
If only for a while
I might again be able
To muster up a smile

That maybe if I stay here
Looking into your eyes
I'll lose myself in your world
Just for one sunrise

That maybe if I stay here
Just for one day
Love might touch someone like me
And actually stay

Oh look, you're walking away
What a great surprise!
Was I kidding myself that I have hope?
Through all your lies

They must have been lies
I know it for sure
How could anyone care for this mess
That's constantly at war

It would mean so much if anyone could comment on this, thankyou x