A Cut Just For You

A cut so deep, so vivid and red
A million others from which I've bled
But this one is special, it's made just for you
This one will help me start life anew
A large L covers my wrist
For all the times you said you loved me, all the hours of life I've missed
Next to the L is a tiny little I
For all the innocent times you've made me cry
An E follows next in the line
For all your eruptions of anger, and all the feelings hidden inside
Then S the last letter in this mural of pain
For all the things you told me that pushed me way past sane
And as I underline the bottom of the word I push in
Showing you I give up, I cant win
I did try, my very best
But it doesn't matter, I've failed life's test