The Unknown Me Pt. 2

These answers are unknown
I'm so confused
I'm so alone
Thinking what should I do to find the answer

I can't look it up in books
I can't ask someone
I can't get a hook
People won't even dare to respond

When I ask why do I feel this way
Sad
Depressed
All the time

I want to somehow tell
But then I don't
No I'm not telling
I'm not asking

I need to ask myself
The reason I feel this way
Is how I'm living
Everything about me
Each and every living day

Everything my eyes witness
Everything I see
I can't control this loneliness
Everyones happy but me

Why ME?
I know I've made some mistakes in the past
But if I try harder will I get stronger?
Strong enough to not cry
So I control whats really inside