TearS 4 My FatheR (FrOm Another View)

I Saw Him Lying In The Casket Peacefully Asleep

And My Ears Drowned In The Sounds Of My Family Members Weep

My Life Is At a Stand Still I Was In Ultimate Disarray

How Can You Tell A Little Girl Her Father Died Today

I Saw So Much Depression In My Family Members Eyes

I Heard Their Pain In The Essence Of Their Cry's

I Looked Away From The Present I Wanted To Stay Strong

But Deep In My Heart I Was Hurting All Along

I Didn't Want Anyone To Hear Or See My Pain

I Didn't Want Anyone To Know Of The Hurt That Knows My Name

I Use To See People Cry And Wonder Why They Even Bother

But These Tears i Cry Today,These Tears Are 4 My Father

He Was Raised In A House-Hold Where Men Just Didn't Cry

They Weren't Raised To Let a Tear Fall Out Their Eye

It Was a Horrid Way 2 Be Raised Without Emotion

But 2 His Family He Showed Ultimate Devotion

4 All The Times He Wanted To Just Cry

4 All The Times He Wanted To Let The Pain Fall Out His Eye

I'm Going To Cry Till My Eyes Are Out Of Tears

I'm Going 2 Cry 4 How My Father Felt All Those Years

The Pain In My Tears Are More Than Just Salty Water

These Tears Are For The Man i Once Knew As My Father