I hate you for all the things you did
I love you for all the things you did
I want you to know I still love you
I don't want you to know because I'm scared
I wish you could hold me like you did
I wish I could leave you for the lies you told
I miss laughing with you
I don't miss you ignoring me
I want to kiss you
I want to slap you
I want to cry because I need you
I want to laugh because I need you
I want to tell myself I love you
I want to tell myself to stop
I want alot of things
But mostly it is you
I'm so confussed
